Not sure what happened but I feel pretty fucking good. Maybe Burning Man caught up to me. Still don’t know what I’m going to do about being unemployed AGAIN but somehow I’m not worried. Sort of let the whole dating thing go away, too. Feeling good about that as well. Hmmmmm. The house is a [...]
Seriously…this is almost coming predictable. Been going on really lovely dates. Just one at a time. No second dates. The guys I’m interested in are not interested in me and vice versa. Why am I so off base on my choices? Grrrr!!!
I added “He’s Just Not Into You” to my Netflix queue. Interesting. Maybe I’m at a good place anyway. He’s never going to call. I’m meeting very nice guys for drinks. No hurry. Things are feeling fine. I was hoping to arrive at this place a lot sooner but I seem to be arriving…just need [...]
Can broken hearts be re-broken? A series of unrelated events caused an effect I had not anticipated. I cried over a breakup that happened years ago. Where did that come from? It came up from such a deep place, somewhere I hadn’t tapped into in so long. I forgot it was there. I guess I’m [...]
Well, I’ve decided to assume that the “too busy to date” is b.s. As much as I want to believe it, I think I’m going to drive myself insane if I do. If I want something bad enough, I make it happen. So with that, I will assume that the interest is just not there. [...]
I’m really not sure if that’s true or not. I want to believe that someone else has a more chaotic life than I imagine mine to be and that he was being honest when he said it’s too hard to do everything he wants to get done and see me at the same time. I [...]
Got accidentally stood up last night…we didn’t confirm a time or location to get together, missed each others phone calls, he fell asleep waiting for me to call back after he left a message that I didn’t see on my phone until a half hour after he left a voice message. He didn’t hear the [...]
When it comes to dating, I am a complete dork. I have no idea what to do after a couple of really awesome dates. With my friends, I call and email and text and chat away. But when it comes to guys I like, I suddenly feel self-conscious…why?
So I’ve been noticing that some online fellas aren’t really honest. Am I the first to notice this? OK, I suppose we all try to make ourselves look better on paper, if you will. But on a few of the dates I’ve gone on via online dating, the guys don’t look anything like the photos [...]
Well, it’s been awhile…I think my last post mentioned a marriage. It happened at Burning Man and it was spectacular. However, the relationship was a whirlwind of romanticism-meets-harsh-reality and I ended up putting the brakes on it and breaking a heart. I feel awful about it. But now that I’m coming out of the fog, [...]